WAIFOON

2009-07-08T08:55:00.002+08:00

Just recently, my mother told me her friend's daugther just died. Like out of the blue I felt a strange feeling when she told me that. The girl was in perfect health, but she just had a back ache one day and after her mother brought her to see a doctor to check out what's happening. The doctor said there's nothing wrong but gave her some painkillers to consume to stop the pain but the girl never woke up from her sleep.

She's only 14 btw.

That's only 3 years younger than me and she just left like that. Life is short, really short. How upsetting.D:

2009-07-04T21:58:00.003+08:00

I've just wasted my Saturday rotting at home. Luckily Caroline came over to relieve my boredom. Few things that I've realised about her:
1: She has a brain like a sponge
2: She can't hear properly
3: She is god darn LAZY LIKE A PIG HAHA!

It's all true! This pig, haha tomorrow outing with them, should be fun! Watching transformers, going to see how megan fox protects the world! HAHA. Oh and ice age 3 was funny, you should go and watch it, the squirrel thing or whatever it is in the past is funny! It has a girlfriend you'nw lol. Okay! I'm going to watch Harry Potter BYE!

2009-07-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

Happy you know! Blocks are going to be over over over!. Just in less that 24 hours. Although I don't think that I'm going to get high and flying colours for all my subjects, maybe even failing some but I just feeling real happy that it's going to be over! You have no idea how many pimples have popped since the start of the revisions D: Many things to be happy at and sad too.

AWESOME 8D
1. End of blocks tomorrow 8)
2. Ice Age 3 with sbllers tomorrow too!
3. Transformers3!
4. Ice cream ice cream w/ caroline!
5. No school for like 5 days, GOODY

EAT SHIT D8
1. Some of my friends don't ask me out like they want me to go. Or, they don't bother asking.
2. I think someone said I have a ccbface.( obviously a nuthead, like I can control how I look like.)
3.My friend is angry with me, because I was joking around.
4. I think I'm going to fail some of my subjects.
5. Pelicans game on sunday without the J2s, this is mad.

Well, so things to be happy and upset about I guess. I was thinking 'oh! Such a happy day' and reality smacks me in the face once again. Also, my USB is Freaking not working like it's supposed too. I feel like scolding some vulgarities right now but I thnik not. Some sleep will do me good. Bye

2009-06-19T22:46:00.002+08:00

Well, wondering why I haven posted recently? Because my june holidays are REALLY quite boring. I have been going back to school almost everyday to study okay. I'm really hardworking. HAHA, yeap. Had outings here nd there but they're really little! Have been wondering where all my friends have hidden to! I had dinner with Rachel today, it was fun! Well, for a no-lifer like me, nd there's softball outing tomorrow! How exciting yo, although I'll miss like half of it but I'm still looking forward to it! Yeap. Can't wait for tomorrow, it'll be fun. Watch out Yiyan! HAHAHA

2009-05-30T20:29:00.002+08:00

YES IT'S FINALLY THE JUNE HOLIDAYS! Time to hang round with my family yo, they've been really supporive of the time i've not been at home but I guess now patience's running out. Even if it's the holidays that I'm supposed to have fun, but it really doesnt feel very fun atall. First it's the combined schools issue which ha stranded me in an extremely uncomfortable position. Then, there's PROJECTWORK! The bane of my life. After which is all the studying and catching up I have to do with all the missed lessons and the upsetting test results. Finally, there's all the stress and pressure to do finish all the unfinished tutorials, plus the looming of the block test after the holis really isn't makin my life any better. This sucks, althought I don't really feel the pressure, but there's presure, I know it. Plus the faithful vow I said: ' I WILL OWN ASHLEEN IN BLOCK TEST' will push me harder and I hope it will for her too!
Ashleen, I know that you're worried about certain things happening and you're worried that you can't cope. That's why I purposely made this vow okay! So this is a target for you too! Although I know it's not very hard to beat me but I will beat you! And your target should be JOCELYN or HUIQI okay :D
To jocelyn, I know you're stresed out over CHEM and MATHS o.o haha but you'll be able to pass tis test of uncertainty. I'm sure of it! Jiayou, I'll be behind you all the way! Maybe you can imagine me as JunXian and aim to win me! Then you can sure pia all the way!
SOFTBALLERS: What happened is unfortunate but over and we'll have to train harder to be stronger and more confident in ourselves for next year, I promise to work hard to build up myself although there's no training. We'll fight back next year and bring back the glory. For us and for the seniors. Now, all we must and shall do is to concentrate on studying and maybe working on our own physical(J1s) . To all seniors, Alevels is near and all you need to do is to work hard for it! During this holidays you can find me to do excessive study sessions if you find that you're very stress and need a stress-reliving tool beside you when you study. It'll be me and I'll gladly offer my services :D <3 call me anytime!

2009-05-20T18:16:00.002+08:00

I hate you fatfat (my sister fyi), you know why D:<
HAHA, I feel soweird, it's like having no life but yet feel so free! Isn't it so contridicting?Sometimes I feel that this year is not an auspicious year for everyone.There's just too many bad things happeneing. D8 Lina,cheer up okay! We'll be behind you, I promise! Anw, time to get down to business already. It's not everyday that I can be so relaxed after this week. Better sit down start getting things done. D:

2009-05-13T22:51:00.002+08:00

With tear-stained teeshirts and really puffy eyes, I dare say we've tried our best. Whether ornot you think you have, it's not important, because we are a team, everyone contributes to it. We fill up each other's holes and spruce up each other's advantages. That's what we do AS A TEAM. For the J1s,remember this, we'll live to fight another day.
TEAM, TEAM, WE ARE A TEAM.

2009-05-12T20:33:00.002+08:00

I have no idea if it's tiredness I feel, or is it just the tension of the school life that I feel. Sometimes, I have no idea what awaits me but I really do hope that I can be able to hold up and keep up with the pace of life. Sounds emotional? HAHA it's not, I'm just thinking about the many things and events that has happened and it really makes me wonder about many different things. Everyday now is dedicated to softball nothing more nothing less, the loss was a big price to pay, but benefits reaped was even more than what we've lost. I just received messages from some teamplayers and quote from yiyan" I already felt that we've won" Yes, I totally agree, after the VJ loss, we became stronger and more united, I can feel the power that was trapped in all of us finally being set free. The 'thing' we've all been holding back is really gone. We can and we WILL make it. That's because that is what we do. HWACHONG SOFTBALL consists of very strong people and a big will. As well as a strong might to be the ones that eats up the lion! WE CAN & WE WILL

2009-05-01T21:05:00.004+08:00

WHAT PART OF ME DESERVES TO BE TREATED LIKE THAT FROM YOU MY DARLING SISTER, WHAT IN HEAVENS NAME DID I DO TO YOU?! I WASN'T EVEN AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY. Like what the hell?!
I woke up feeling all fine and went to say goodmorning to you. What did you give me? A effing black face, okay, so i thought you were still tired from the morning so I left you alone. Now when I'm back home, I never even get near you or cross your stupid path and you had to display your black looking shitty face, what in the world did I do? Then I just asked nicely to borrow your computer because obviously mine is freaking screwed up, do you seriously think I'm an idiot and borrow a computer to leave it on? Obviously you didn't have the common sense to notice that I would borrow it if I had a use for it right? Okay, so I might have done something to you without even noticing it. Can't you tell me before treating me like that? Everytime say I irritating, irritating, irritating, can't you tell me why? Yah, I might have not off-ed the television before I slept or whatever, but didn't you do it too? Complain complain complain, thats all you do about me. Have you ever thought of what I did for you too instead of complaining about what you had to do for me? Haven I given up my sleep too for you? Mummy has always given you her priority, even if you never noticed I always did. I always tell myself not to be jealous or anything and always try to give in to you but can't you tell that I'm already pretty shagged over alot of things? Can't you try to give in to me? I'm really tired, I know you are too with O-levels and stuff, but ain't I too? I'm really tired, really really tired.

2009-04-23T22:19:00.000+08:00

I'm going to rant, exit if you don't want to hear about it. :)

Nationals are coming, coming real soon. Plus all the heavy workload the teachers are piling up on us, it's really starting to show. I might not show on the outside, but inside I do feel tired. With the upcoming lecture tests, chemistryAA plus the tremedous amount of homework piling, I really start to feel the pressure. It doesn't help when I got back most of my test nd find that I've been doing REAL badly. I'm not a smart kid, really I'm not. Why can't I find the time nd put in the extra effort to do well. I just don't feel that motivated. Plus with the upcoming nationals, I'm really worried. I start to feel this hostility among some teammates of mine towards me. Maybe it's just me hallucinating, maybe it's the truth but how am I supposed to know? I can only hope for the best. Somemore with the effing PI really wasted my time for these two days. I feel so drained yet I have to keep going like a car that never stops. I need to buck up! Nd find some energy to study. No more home studying, cause it doesn't work. AT ALL.
I hope my wrist nd knee don't buck out. I can't afford it now.

2009-04-19T10:22:00.003+08:00

Saturday night! (: Bbq at my homeyy.

HAHA retard no.1 :D

Retard no.2

2009-04-15T21:14:00.005+08:00

Hellozah! Yesterday was BREASTFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LURBBEXZX YOU XOXO!
Haha, I have chemistry test tomorrow nd I hate differentiation plus I pulled my butt muscle nd my knee hurts. This sucks bye.

2009-04-09T22:40:00.004+08:00

Higly overdued!Stupid Brandon.

LOL.

Fav. picture manxz! HAHA we were all crazybadassdlosers!

LOL,see the BAO.

HAHA, I srsly don't know what I'm doing.

Ashleen with her cow umbrella.

Yeap these were damn long ago like before nd right after Dramafeste which well everyone knows how we OWNed, well now that all the effing tests have started it's giving me a high brain overload. Economics CONFIRMGUARANTEECHOP fail, History coming up as well s ILP report. SUCKZX. PI took me a freaking 5 hours to do, many more than that nd cause me to lose sleep. Tired now, tomorrow still got friendly. WHATTHESHIT BYE.